Tag: pain
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Money doesn’t heal
It’s not too often I let others in on any difficulties or hardships I’m facing. One, I don’t want/need the pity, two, I certainly don’t want the judgement, and three, they think money is (always) the answer. Well, I’ve got news for you, it’s NOT! Do you want to know what else? Money does NOT…
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He knows
Whatever you’re going through at this very moment, God knows. He knows the end result, even if your troubles are just beginning. He knew you’d come to this point in your life before you did, that’s why He’s already worked out what you’re trying to. He knows you’re tired, weary, frustrated, and at the end…
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The End
This year has undeniably been the worst year of my life! Every emotion across the spectrum, I’ve experienced, with most of them being on the bad end. Hit after hit, I’ve taken nothing but losses, and came very close to losing my mind. There were days I didn’t know if I wanted to live or…
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The war behind the smile
Although some people find it difficult to do, I love smiling. It’s not that I have perfect teeth (nor are they the whitest), but because I’ve got so many reasons to. This may come off as weird, but when I meet people or am talking to someone, and they smile, I often try to figure…
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A better place
June 13, 2021, was one of the worst days of my life! My mother called and informed me that my father had passed. Although I was extremely sad, I wasn’t the least bit surprised, because 2 years prior, God had informed and prepped me that his time was coming to an end. The day before…
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Worst Sentence Ever
I wish I could give myself the same grace, that God gives me. Sometimes, I do things that I think are so shameful and impossible to get over, and no matter what I do to try and get over it, I can’t, because I just can’t forgive myself. There are others who’ve done so much…
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Hurting to heal
I love God! I know, shocker. Obviously, I was being facetious, but my relationship with God hasn’t always been “that great.” One of the biggest influences of that, has been the things I’ve gone through. Most of which were pretty bad, but somehow I was able to make it through, even though I didn’t want…
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Where I’m from, but not who I am
I don’t know where I get my strength from. If I had to attribute it to someone or anything, for that matter, it’d have to be God and my unfortunate life circumstances. I didn’t come from a family of strong men, women, or leaders. I didn’t have sit-downs or talks on how to be a…
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Stay in the womb
I’m not a mother (yet), but I know that once conception is established, a typical pregnancy takes 40 weeks for an embryo to fully develop into a fetus. There are three phases that are absolutely necessary to the growth and development of the baby. First, second, and third trimesters, as they are called, are phases…
Notes by La'Rue 