Knot today

I stress the importance of taking care of one’s mental health, especially during times as these. If you weren’t depressed before, I’m sure you may have experienced it since the pandemic. I’ve suffered from depression for years, and although the hardships I’ve faced in recent months were hard on me, I was able to manage.Continue reading “Knot today”

The Purge

“When I make it, I’m bringing everybody with me”! Have you ever questioned the reason as to why you don’t have something you want, is because you are holding on to something you don’t need? You desperately want to win in life and can’t, because they’re the reason you keep losing! You don’t understand, they’veContinue reading “The Purge”

I have decided…

Today, I decided I was tired of pretending. Pretending I didn’t care….. Pretending I am strong….. Pretending “it” didn’t bother me….. Pretending “they” didn’t matter….. Pretending that “words” don’t hurt me…… I was perfectly okay with living a lie, because it meant I didn’t have to face the truth…..or, the fact that it hurt! MajorityContinue reading “I have decided…”

I used to love you, but…..

I used to love you, but…..you’ve changed! I’m not saying that isn’t a good thing, but it just isn’t good for me You’ve taken away all of my benefits and have left me to fend for myself Now who am I going to use? I can’t make it without you, and even if I tried,Continue reading “I used to love you, but…..”

At least I didn’t give up

I don’t feel like fighting today, so that’s it, you win Call me lazy, worthless or whatever you may, but I’m pretty sure I’ve already done the same Every new day is looking more and more like the old And I don’t think I can continue to relive the past I should be over this,Continue reading “At least I didn’t give up”

Making decisions

Why is it so easy for us to hold onto things/people that don’t mean us well, yet we struggle with letting go of what’s not meant to be? It’s shameful almost, because in our minds, we’ve created this fantasy that we so desperately try to live in. We’ll suffer, endure hurt and pain, all becauseContinue reading “Making decisions”