Notes by La'Rue

This year has undeniably been the worst year of my life! Every emotion across the spectrum, I’ve experienced, with most of them being on the bad end. Hit after hit, I’ve taken nothing but losses, and came very close to losing my mind. There were days I didn’t know if I wanted to live or die, and honestly, I thought the latter was the better option. I’ve been broken, battered, buried, and bruised, and there were times I couldn’t recognize myself. There was a constant pain that I carried around, and no matter how much I tried to let it go, it just wouldn’t let go of me. Everyday I arose, I always wondered, “Is this the end?” However, the only thing that was ending, was my heartache, lack, and pain. The beginning of this year was beyond rough, but the hell I went through made me extremely tough. Although I’ll never understand why God made me go through some painful stuff, I feel relieved knowing that in the end, I’ll have more than enough!

Your beginnings may be bad, but they don’t have to end that way. Things are about to get better, so stop looking for the worse!

Until next time my NOTE takers!

Deetra La’Rue