The only option

I want a divorce! I’ve been with you for way too long, and quite frankly, I’m sick of you! For years, you’ve controlled me and told me what I could and couldn’t do, and because I wasn’t strong enough, I believed it. In fact, I believed everything you told me, which was nothing but lies. When I think of all the bull crap you fed me, I don’t know who I’m angrier at, you or myself. I knew better, but when I tried to do better, you kept telling me I couldn’t, and I kept falling for it, but not any longer. I’ve come to realize, there’s no way I can have you in my life. Matter of fact, I don’t even want to be around you. You’re toxic, but most of all, you’re no good for me! Having said that, this is the end of us, and honestly, I can’t say I’ll miss you. If anything, I’ll be better off without you, and I’m perfectly okay with that. I used to fear you, but now that you’re gone, I have no need to!

Fear is one of the most debilitating things one can experience. It has the tendency to feed you lies and control your life, but you can always regain control. However, the only way you can do that, is by letting go of fear. It’s the only option!

Until next time my NOTE takers!

Deetra La’Rue

Published by Deetra La'Rue

Hi! I'm Deetra La'Rue, a 37-year-old, Author, Writer, and Motivational Speaker, hailing from the historical state of Alabama. If you're seeking God, I encourage you to follow this blog, and if you in need of hope, grab a pen and pad, and prepare to take some "notes," because class is officially in session!

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